film report: The Art of Self-Defense

A quirky, violent, often amusing film about a spergy loser who joins a Karate dojo. It was in some ways very predictable, so you can sense the plot twist coming – I got the feeling I’d seen many films with the same story point, though I couldn’t actually name any; but it’s very well done and all performances are good. Jesse Eisenberg is a strangely compelling actor; he radiates a kind of cold, spergy energy, which should make him unwatchably uncharismatic but instead he really fills the screen. Alessandro Nivola’s manipulative, oddly likeable Sensei is also great, and reminded me a little of a martial arts guru I knew years ago (perhaps there is a sensei/sifu “type”), except that the film version is more human than the one I knew. 

There’s the usual Hollywood stuff about dumb right-wingers who drive pickup trucks and probably voted for Orange Man Bad, but by now I just assume that every modern film will come with a dash of propaganda, and I kind of tune it out. It’s also quite unrealistic, e.g. there are a few casual murders, so we seem to be in one of these worlds where the police only exist when the plot needs them, and one can otherwise kill people without consequences.

So anyway, a strange but amusing & pleasing film.

Tay Tay

I’m discovering the hidden depths of Taylor Swift these days. Many of her songs have the propulsive fun & bittersweet delight of my favourite 80s songs. She has excellent songwriters, as demonstrated when Ryan Adams covered her album 1989. Here, for example, is ‘Style’:

Midnight,
You come and pick me up, no headlights
Long drive,
Could end in burning flames or paradise
Fade into view, oh, it’s been a while since I have even heard from you 

I should just tell you to leave ’cause I
Know exactly where it leads but I
Watch us go ’round and ’round each time

You got that James Dean daydream look in your eye
And I got that red lip classic thing that you like
And when we go crashing down, we come back every time
‘Cause we never go out of style
We never go out of style

You got that long hair, slicked back, white t-shirt
And I got that good girl faith and a tight little skirt
And when we go crashing down, we come back every time
‘Cause we never go out of style
We never go out of style.

So it goes
He can’t keep his wild eyes on the road
Takes me home
Lights are off, he’s taking off his coat, hmm, yeah.
I say, “I heard, oh, that you’ve been out and about with some other girl, some other girl.”

He says, “What you’ve heard is true but I
Can’t stop thinking about you,” and I…
I said, “I’ve been there, too, a few times.”

and then Ryan Adams’ cover, changing the “James Dean daydream look” line to:

You’ve got that Daydream Nation look in your eye
I got that pent up love thing that you like

A pleasing reference to Sonic Youth’s 1988 album Daydream Nation. I would have liked to have heard Erasure, The Pet Shop Boys, or Eurythmics cover 1989. In the meantime, you can consider Murdoch Murdoch’s tribute to Tay Tay.

film report: Bill and Ted Face the Music

I grew up with Bill & Ted, the first (Bill & Ted’s Excellent Adventure) from 1989 and the sequel (Bill & Ted’s Bogus Journey) from 1991. I haven’t seen the first two films in literally decades, and vaguely remembered them as goofy, well-made comedies with Alex Winter and the of course more famous Keanu Reeves. The protagonists are basically retarded Californians of a kind I assumed were 100% parody until I met expats like this, and realised, Holy shit, in California everyone is genuinely retarded.

I wasn’t exactly enthused about a 30-year-later sequel, as Hollywood has a bad track record of such enterprises, but to my surprise this was a pretty solid, enjoyable comedy.

The plot, from what I remember of the earlier films, reprises the original need for Bill Preston and Ted Logan to travel in time and collect various notable personages. The Infogalactic entry for the first film:

In Futuristic City, 2688, humanity exists as a utopian society due to the inspiration of the music and wisdom of the Two Great Ones: Bill S. Preston, Esq. (Alex Winter) and Ted “Theodore” Logan (Keanu Reeves). Rufus (George Carlin) is tasked by the leaders to travel back to San Dimas, California, in 1988 using a time machine disguised as a telephone booth to ensure that Bill and Ted, who are dim-witted metalhead high school students, get a good grade in their final history oral report and allow them to pass the class. Should they fail, Ted’s father, Police Captain John Logan (Hal Langdon), plans to ship Ted to a military academy in Alaska, ending Bill and Ted’s fledgling band, the “Wyld Stallyns”, thus altering the future.

From the Future Perfect projections of the earlier films, the duo are destined to write a song which will unite humanity, but in 2020 they are middle-aged failures who can’t even play a wedding song without the guests recoiling in horror; there’s some kind of “reality will end if they don’t play the Song to Unite the Universe in the next 24 hours” plot device, but being largely talentless the pair decide to travel into the future to steal the song they are destined to write, from their future selves. This is by far the best section of the film, as they encounter variously weird loser version of themselves.

As in the earlier films, they have to assemble a band from the distant past. It’s all good-natured fun; however, I couldn’t help but notice that with the exception of Bill & Ted themselves, and Mozart, the band are all “people of colour”; including Ling Lun, legendary founder of Chinese music, but even then it’s not enough that LL is non-white: they arbitrarily decide to make him a woman. I could hardly cavil at the inclusion of Jimi Hendrix or Louis Armstrong, but when I think of the entire history of known music, it is mostly white, unlike the film’s band (mostly black). I’m just surprised they didn’t make Mozart black, or a woman, or a tranny; although I was pleased that they let him expostulate in German without translation, even if he expresses delight at Ling Lun’s flute music (in reality, Mozart hated the flute). There is also some popular black rapper called Kid Crud who is treated as a god of music, but who I’d never even heard of; he talks in the kind of polysyllabic patter common to fraudulent black “intellectuals”, to the point Murdoch Murdoch even had an episode with a black character talking like this a couple of years ago. It seems to reflect a higher verbal IQ, relative to g, among blacks (I’ve also noticed it among the Irish).

The band includes a prehistoric drummer, a grunting negroid creature called Grom, which is also the name of a good Italian ice cream shop. So that’s four blacks, one Chinese transsexual, and one Austrian. 

Finally, when Bill and Ted have the band assembled in the right place, they still don’t have a song, because they are actually talentless; and then realise their daughters can write and perform the song, since all they know is that the Song to Unite Humanity was credited to Preston & Logan, which of course could as well be their daughters . So as with the mediocre Avengers Endgame film, the achievements & titles of white men are voluntarily handed on to women and People of Colour. To be fair, the daughters are music nerds so it is plausible, and actually rather pleasing, that they could inherit the mantle, and the whole thing is so good-natured that I could mostly ignore the anti-white, anti-Western message. 

They learn that it’s not so much the song which will save humanity, as everyone playing it together; I thought then of those who dismiss the old gods as mere Jungian archetypes, or figments of the subconscious – for would everyone spontaneously sing a crappy song in unison? Just as, to be genuinely & deeply popular, a song would need to obey eternal musical principles, so one could say that Jungian archetypes like Wotan or Apollo would have no lasting value, did they not reflect something real; if they were not, in fact, real. 

The song in question is actually just bland noise of some sort.

The supergroup of a prehistoric grunting negroid drummer, the fraudulently transsexual inventor of Chinese music, Mozart, Louis Armstrong, Jimi Hendrix, and King Crud, produce an utterly unmemorable barrage of vaguely musical exuberance. It’s a  phenomenon I’ve noted with other supergroups, e.g. The Traveling Wilburys; you would think that a group comprising Bob Dylan, George Harrison, Roy Orbison, Tom Petty, and Jeff Lynne would be pretty amazing but I found their music to be on the minor side, pleasant and hummable but nothing more, as if all that talent mostly cancelled itself out. Perhaps, that’s the secret Globalist message of the Bill & Ted song, to take all the variety and greatness of humanity and align it to create destructive interference, to reduce everyone, to reduce variety and greatness and birth der Letzter Mensch, the “last man” whereof Nietzsche wrote. 

Amusingly, the hideous wedding song Bill & Ted play at the beginning is actually pretty good, a kind of late 90-s Spiritualized work:

I was pleasantly reminded of Spiritualized’s majestic ‘No God Only Religion’:

although, to be fair, it’s hardly a wedding song. Perhaps the genuine diversity of the Earth’s human races & ethnicities & cultures strikes the average globalist as a highly disagreeable, jarring dissonance, much as the above wedding song or ‘No God Only Religion’ would the average listener (I was utterly alienated by Spiritualized’s “noise” tracks until I saw them live, whereupon something clicked). And for me, the bland homogeneity of the film’s final song is just dispiritingly empty, a fitting music for der Letzter Mensch.

While it is a good-hearted, fun film, it is anachronistically so. In the late 80s and early 90s, in that interim between the Cold War and 9/11, there was time enough for fun, for optimism; in 2020 it seems strange, not so much naive as wilfully oblivious. The time for fun has long since passed.

enunciation and Sleazy P. Martini

1. From Uriah (@crimkadid):

One of the ways people born after the onset of the autism epidemic resemble autistics is in the dulled emotional tone of their voices: they have a hard time sounding genuinely threatening when they need to be or charming or…any emotion really.

There are generational changes that everyone notices but never really talks about. When you listen to tape recordings of even average Joes from the 50’s or 60’s it’s remarkable how crisp and clear their diction is, whereas millennials slur together syllables like drunks.

When people notice this they tend to say things like “we need to start emphasizing enunciation just like the old schools did”, but again I think this is actually a cohort effect and you can tell by looking at elite talkers: sports broadcasters, talk show hosts, etc.
 
It used to be that just about every famous broadcaster had this rapidfire auctioneer’s patter: Chick Hearn, Vin Scully, Bob Uecker, Hot Rod Hundley or the best known example Johnny Carson. They could speak at incredible speed while never sacrificing emotional inflection.
 
You can also come up with hypotheses tracing this to the tv/radio imposition of the flat broadcaster voice, and the dying out of the last sing-song accents. We -know- an Irish brogue is beautiful, but it is not as efficient, and we have moved away from community singing.

2. A new discovery of mine on Youtube: Sleazy P. Martini, manager of GWAR:

https://youtu.be/Fr8ABm2XjHA?t=6051

Sleazy addresses the Millennial Question from 1 hour 40 minutes and 52 seconds, to 1:41 and 42 seconds. It put me in mind of Uriah’s Twitter thread, and then I noticed the clarity of Sleazy’s enunciation.

There are numerous indicators of character & disposition, e.g. breathing patterns, gait, handwriting, posture; I’ve always found the voice to be very revealing, not so much what people say, or even the exact words, but the quality of their voice. It is a complex of several factors, including the pitch, the speed, the rhythm, sharpness, others that I can’t even put a name to. I notice that, increasingly, people lack the everyday sense of rhythm, the everyday eloquence I remember from my youth. I suspect it’s partly because nobody reads poetry anymore; in the past, even if most people didn’t read poetry, television and films were produced by people who had, by people who had studied Latin and Greek and memorised lengthy tracts of e.g. Tennyson and Shakespeare, and so the characters in an ordinary TV show might speak under the influence of the language.

Sleazy P. Martini is very much of the older generation: eloquent, funny, musical, wise. Young people could do worse than study his utterances.

conspiracies, Archbishop Viganò

We’re getting to the point where Alex Jonesian conspiracy theories have gone from being an entertaining intellectual diversion to a sound predictive model. In a sense, they were always a reasonably good guide to the future (more surveillance, less freedom), but the correlation was not so exact, and the final destination still seemed improbably distant & surreal. Before 2015, studying conspiracy theories was like watching a horror movie when you’re safe & snug at home, with a warming drink: the titillation of letting yourself get scared, knowing that you yourself are fine. Since the so-called migrant crisis, and especially now with the organised panic of Covid-19, it’s maybe more like reading about wolf pack attacks & tactics as you hear the howling in the distance, and your cat won’t go outside anymore, and Eastern European strangers turn up at your door reeking of garlic and offering cryptic remarks about that which cannot die, and your phone signal just cut out, and your massive TV keeps playing the monolith scene from 2001, and when you look for reassuring naughty teacher porn your browser redirects you to Hunter Biden dick pics, and the milk soured in the fridge, and the ravens have all departed.

When I was younger, I liked Neil Gaiman’s line from his Sandman comics: “any view of things that is not strange is false”. As a wide-eyed youth I just liked the idea that maybe the surrounding banality & mediocrity was not final; years later, I had enough “supernatural” experiences, that I accepted our reality as indeed stranger than we normally suppose. And yet I still find it hard to accept just how evil our rulers are – not so much the apparent rulers, the bumbling Boris, for example, as his masters. Increasingly, the evidence I accrue leads to dark theories. I know that there are malevolent non-physical intelligences, demons if you will, but I always found it hard to imagine they could interact with us in a more than haphazard, opportunistic fashion, serial killer style. And yet, it seems they can.

A letter from Carlo Maria Viganò, Archbishop of Ulpiana, to Donald Trump:

community

Here in Italy, the town hall is called the Comune. The word sounds strange to me, amidst a city, for there is little, if anything, of community in any place larger than a village. It occurred to me, the sense of community or lack thereof is one reason city-dwellers are usually Lefties, and country folk on the Right: if we take the following as indicators of the Left:

1. Support for a big government to control as much as possible (child education; what the citizens are allowed to say, eat, drink, read, watch; the health services, etc.)

2. Support for unrestricted, mass immigration from the Third World.

3. Lack of concern for Western civilisation or demographics; indeed, some degree of hostility towards the West.

then cities would naturally attract Lefties, and further encourage these three traits. In a village or small town, there is little need for top-down organisation – everyone knows everyone else, most people naturally cooperate to avoid ostracism & shaming; the group size is small enough that bureaucracy and bureaucrats are unnecessary. In a town of e.g. 200,000 let alone 10 million, organisation takes on a wholly different character & necessity. Extrapolating from the city’s needs, the city dweller tends to think the answer to everything is a government office issuing forms and fines, warnings & adjurations. It is hard, for the city dweller, to accept that there is a limit beyond which bureaucracy becomes cancerous & stultifying; because in the city, things would rapidly disintegrate into Mad Max-style chaos without the police, without the government.

There is no community in the city. A city is an agglomeration of people more or less randomly thrown together, trying to avoid too much contact with each other. The closest one comes to community in the city is the micro-community, e.g. the tennis club, the regulars in their local pub; city dwellers will pay to avoid their neighbours, to have thicker walls, fences, to be able to drive instead of taking public transport. The fantasy of the city dweller is one of isolation amidst variety: to drive through the city in a large car, and if they have to walk anywhere they will immediately plug into an iphone and listen to a TED-talk. For the city man, others exist only to serve or admire him – they are otherwise an inconvenience or a threat.

Without a sense for the community, for the culture (that which underlies civilisation), why should a man appreciate, let alone defend, the West? The community – that slowly-built, nuanced network of relationship & responsibility – is replaced by a large, impersonal bureaucracy; for the meadow, the machine. 

For the city man, community is just an old-fashioned word, a scary Right-wing concept (Blut und Boden). So why object to millions of 3rd-world immigrants? Mohammed and Jamal are willing to work illegally for less than the minimum wage, and so what if crime immediately soars, that’s why you pay more to live in an all-white neighbourhood and drive everywhere in a BMW instead of having to take the train or bus, and eventually you move out of the city altogether because Mohammed and Jamal are basically everywhere now, so you move into a suburb or even into the country and complain about how right-wing everyone is. 

In the city, the only freedom is that of consumption; the city man is free to go shopping, to spend his money in as many ways as the city can dream. He can buy things; his identity is formed not by his actions, by e.g. how well he maintains his property or if he helps his neighbours, but by his brand clothing, his car. In the city, mass immigration merely increases the varieties of consumption, from prostitution to food.

It is telling that for the Leftist, immigration is typically justified by appeal to ethnic cuisine, a mess of pottage. For the man who denies meaning to extended human relationships (extended into time in ancestral respect and care for one’s descendants; extended into space in community), what could possibly have more value than stuffing your face with food? Why not sacrifice a Lebensform, a non-physical form of life, a community comprising not merely those alive today but their ancestors, if you can try a new ethnic dish?

Those who value community recognise that it is a lifeform of sorts, a kind of egregore; not merely a definition of the relations between the physically living, but a definer of their relations and their selves; both a constraint and a blessing; in a sense, even more alive and more precious than the individuals in whom it lives. 

book report: The Secret History, Donna Tartt

One of the few hyped modern novels (1992) that didn’t leave me indignant & gasping at how much time and money I’d squandered. I read it in 2005 or so, in one of the darkest times of my life, suffering the most monotonous & meaningless of all office labour for 5 pounds an hour. My fancy education had proven not merely useless but actively counter-productive; as a chap I knew once remarked of himself, “I’m overqualified for everything except the worst jobs.”

It was a propitious time to read Tartt’s novel, about a gifted but impoverished student who goes to a good university (in Styxhexenhammer’s ‘hood, Vermont) and then hustles his way into an exclusive Ancient Greek course and an inner circle of rich, dandified students, one of whom is murdered by the others. This isn’t a spoiler, as the book literally begins:

The snow in the mountains was melting and Bunny had been dead for several weeks before we came to understand the gravity of our situation. 

This is not a whodunnit. It’s more of a whydunnit; and even that can’t really be spoiled: the point of the novel isn’t anything so sensational as murderous motivation; it’s the sense some students have, of being initiated, separated from the lesser man. In this case, the initiation is partly esoteric/magical, with scenes of literally Dionysian ecstasy, and partly that of the good scholar. 

The bland protagonist, a hustling rube from California, inveigles his way into Ancient Greek classes, which are taught by invitation only. His motivation isn’t really clear; he is himself something of a blank, a useful canvas. In the recognisably modern university, the Ancient Greek students stand out; there are five, four men & a woman, all dressed like characters from 1930s Paris. The tutor teaches Ancient Greek for free; he is an unabashed snob who only accepts as students the young, the beautiful, and the rich.

It’s very much a first novel. There were one or two inconsistencies/repetitions which had escaped the editor’s eye (and I got the feeling it had been professionally edited) and in general it betrays a juvenile ignorance of how the world works, of how people work, get paid, pay the rent, survive. But the impression I received in 2005 was confirmed on my 2020 re-reading, that it is a powerful, authentic work; indeed, the “first novel” weaknesses merely make its strengths clearer – unlike most Creative Writing exercises (e.g. everything by Ian McEwan), it’s technically messy but unmistakeably about something, and that something not a theme plucked from The Guardian; it is something personal, an expression of the author’s soul. 

I was pleased to discover that Tartt not only avoids publicity but has an unapologetically formal public persona.

Artifice as an expression of soul. The book has an unmodern sense of things; as with the novels of Thomas Bernhard, The Secret History is both of its time and not; Bernhard feels weirdly timeless and ancient because technology barely exists in his works, or only as a distant prospect (the eventuell airplane flight in Beton) or distant catastrophe (the car crash in Auslöschung), and so with The Secret History.

The Ancient Greek scholars all wear ties and drink fine vintages and gin tonics while reading Plato in the original; they own country mansions and are indifferent to money, not to mention lesser concerns such as eventual employment and a career. They exist in a rarefied world of study and excessive consumption of gin. Dissolute in their personal lives, as scholars they strive to revolt against the modern world, to inhabit the ancient:

The value of Greek prose composition, he said, was not that it gave one any particular facility in the language that could not be gained as easily by other methods but that if done properly, off the top of one’s head, it taught one to think in Greek. One’s thought patterns become different, he said, when forced into the confines of a rigid and unfamiliar tongue. Certain common ideas become inexpressible; other, previously undreamt-of ones spring to life, finding miraculous new articulation. By necessity, I suppose, it is difficult for me to explain in English exactly what I mean. I can only say that an incendium is in its nature entirely different from the feu with which a Frenchman lights his cigarette, and both are very different from the stark, inhuman pur that the Greeks knew, the pur that roared from the towers of Ilion or leapt and screamed on that desolate, windy beach, from the funeral pyre of Patroklos. 

Pur: that one word contains for me that secret, the bright, terrible clarity of ancient Greek. How can I make you see it, this strange harsh light which pervades Homer’s landscapes and illumines the dialogues of Plato, an alien light, inarticulable in our common tongue? Our shared language is a language of the intricate, the peculiar, the home of pumpkins and ragamuffins and bodkins and beer, the tongue of Ahab and Falstaff and Mrs. Gamp; and while I find it entirely suitable for reflections such as these, it fails me utterly when I attempt to describe in it what I love about Greek, that language innocent of all quirks and cranks; a language obsessed with action, and with the joy of seeing action multiply from action, action marching relentlessly ahead and with yet more actions filing in from either side to fall into neat step at the rear, in a long straight rank of cause and effect toward what will be inevitable, the only possible end. 

In a certain sense, this was why I felt so close to the others in the Greek class. They, too, knew this beautiful and harrowing landscape, centuries dead; they’d had the same experience of looking up from their books with fifth-century eyes and finding the world disconcertingly sluggish and alien, as if it were not their home.

The Ancient Greek scholars are as it were shipwrecked upon modernity; their wealth permits them a certain liberty, to dress as from a better age, to study a dead language without concern for a future livelihood, to be as the Gospels have it, in the world but not of it. But they are then subject to the laws of their chosen realm, where actions multiplies from action, and all is movement & causation & ultimately violence, always pur of one kind or another. Thus, they murder one of their own, and then fall apart into alcoholic and suicidal purgation. 

All excellence comes of separation. Pure, as suggested by the Greek pur

pure (adj.)
c. 1300 (late 12c. as a surname, and Old English had purlamb “lamb without a blemish”), “unmixed,” also “absolutely, entirely,” from Old French pur “pure, simple, absolute, unalloyed,” figuratively “simple, sheer, mere” (12c.), from Latin purus “clean, clear; unmixed; unadorned; chaste, undefiled,” from PIE root *peue- “to purify, cleanse” (source also of Latin putus “clear, pure;” Sanskrit pavate “purifies, cleanses,” putah “pure;” Middle Irish ur “fresh, new;” Old High German fowen “to sift”).

This necessitates not merely separation but hierarchy, order. Before writing this little post, I Googled some reviews, to see if people still esteemed it in the year of Our Lord 2020. On the second page of Google I found this gem:

With some distance now, I know that part of why I disliked the book so much was because of its characters. This was my impression of them: entitled, snobby, privileged to the point of absolute ridiculousness, dramatic, flawed in really boring ways, predictable, and English. I have nothing against the English. It’s just that they weren’t actually English. Sure, the college they all attend is in New England, but NEW England isn’t ENGLAND, okay?! But all the characters wear sport-coats, seem to use phrases like “old boy” and appear to chuckle or glare a lot. They seemed like they themselves were trying to be the characters in Brideshead Revisited.

[…]

All of them were just all so pretentious. They studied Latin and Greek with an eccentric professor who was even worse a snob than the group of friends; they hung around and lounged a lot; and they seemed to be sort of limp snobby fish. 

The Secret History is one of the few books where the reviewers could be read as ancillary characters. The whole point of the novel is to be separated from Becky and Josh, to not have a Twitter account, to not have tattoos, to not have piercings, to not advertise and market oneself, to not look like the aforementioned journalist:

They seemed to be sort of limp snobby fish, quoth the professional, mainstream “writer”; that is entirely the point – the novel is about people who wouldn’t even talk to journalists, let alone tattooed, pierced, fashionable journalists. The point is to submit oneself to study, to form and elegance and restraint, to excellence. One can only imagine the reaction of the novel’s characters, were they to meet the aforementioned journalist, covered with tattoos, studded with metal, shrieking about zir’s mental disorders.

The “Secret History” is not so much that of a group of undergraduates; it is the secret history of Western civilisation, of divine vision & genius, as described by Peter Kingsley. For all the tawdry and revolting manifestations of Western (late) civilisation, it has a secret lineage & secret order. That this book has proven so popular reassures me that many Westerners, however deracinated & debased, lean to the true vein of the West, and will finally reject the poison of modernity, and prefer the true, the beautiful, the good. 

 

by the way, which one’s Pink?

I’ve been listening to Pink Floyd a lot recently. Until a few days ago, I only knew Wish You Were Here (1975) and ‘High Hopes’ from 1993’s The Division Bell. They are a strange band, not really typically 70s, not really typical of any time for all the psychedelia and prog-rock notes; the band itself has a shifting, chimeric identity with one of the four founders (Syd Barrett) leaving in ’68, followed by another (Richard Wright) in ’79, then the last (Roger Waters) in ’85, leaving the Pink Floyd brand to the drummer (Nick Mason) and relative latecomer Dave Gilmour, who joined the band 2 years after it was founded. As with Fleetwood Mac, only the name survived as three of the four originals left and were replaced, Ship of Theseus-like; but whereas Fleetwood Mac’s transformations mirror their fractured, selfish personae & love affairs, with Pink Floyd I feel it’s more a representation of their music’s fundamental theme: insanity, the fragility of personal identity.

The only photo of all four founders and Gilmour. Gilmour is at the bottom centre, then clockwise it’s Nick Mason with the stache, Barrett, Waters with the white scarf, and Wright.

Syd Barrett, as one would expect from the photo, went insane. Wish You Were Here features a long song suite, ‘Shine On You Crazy Diamond’ as a homage to the by-now vanished Barrett. Both the sound – an at times almost cacophonous jazz/rock – and the lyrics give me a sense of straying too far from sanity’s planetary orbit; all the promise, the potential of the young man turned against his own mind:

Remember when you were young, you shone like the sun
Shine on you crazy diamond
Now there’s a look in your eyes, like black holes in the sky

and the sense of being relentlessly assailed by an enemy you will never be able to face or confront, an enemy whose destructive intent manifests not as hatred but as ridicule, a cold, alien mirth

Come on you target for faraway laughter

as if angels (or demons, or aliens) delight in our mental anguish and disintegration, from an impossible cosmic distance. You step outside the protective dullness of the mundane, entering a psychic Van Allen belt; you return with a scarred mind, an awkwardness:

You reached for the secret too soon, you cried for the moon

Insanity, or rather the apprehension of formidable, inhospitable realities just an inch beyond our ordinary limits. For men like Barrett, the world itself is a terrifying challenge; the sky ambiguous:

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from hell?
Blue skies from pain?

Hence the album’s cover.

Just to be in this world is to be constantly imperilled. The corporate music world, presented in ‘Have a Cigar’, with its hint of Satanic temptation (“You’re never gonna die”), is one expression of this psychic attrition. The man on the cover, shaking hands and bursting into flames, is every unprotected soul in a world that is banal, drab (the grey hues, the warehouses) and yet utterly inimical to us; as if we don’t belong here – but then, in a sense we don’t even belong in our own minds: 1973’s ‘Brain Damage/Eclipse’ from the Dark Side of the Moon:

there’s someone in my head but it’s not me

film report: The Blair Witch Project

A film I only recently saw, two decades after its release. I wish I could have seen it at the time, 1999, knowing nothing about it, but there it is. It’s presented as “found footage” from three young would-be film-makers who head into the woods to make a documentary about a witch, and of course end up coming to a bad end.

I found it good fun, atmospheric, intelligent, with great acting and discretion. The witch is never seen, which gives the film a psychological depth – we witness not the horror itself, but the characters’ reaction to the horror; with, always, the possibility they are insane or hallucinating. Their steadily deteriorating good sense & hope are what we primarily experience, as e.g. one of the characters kicks their map into the creek out of frustration, leaving them totally lost.

The finale is very good indeed, with the characters finding their doomed way to a derelict house full of bloody handprinted walls and filth.