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awakening

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Morpheus initiates Neo:

Let me tell you why you’re here. You’re here because you know something. What you know you can’t explain. But you feel it. You’ve felt it your entire life. That there’s something wrong with the world. You don’t know what it is but it’s there, like a splinter in your mind driving you mad. It is this feeling that has brought you to me.

I have always felt there was something fundamentally awry with the world. It is why I could never have been a peace & love hippy; I felt that the world was a war, and I was myself at war with either the world or large & powerful elements therein.

As an old dog of advancing years, I am sure there is something metaphysically wrong with the world; and all therein – which includes myself. So, I am at war with myself also.

I was not the first to feel so.

For we know that the law is spiritual: but I am carnal, sold under sin. For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I. If then I do that which I would not, I consent unto the law that it is good. Now then it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me. For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh,) dwelleth no good thing: for to will is present with me; but how to perform that which is good I find not. For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do.

(Romans 7. 14-19)

or, auf Deutsch:

Denn wir wissen, daß das Gesetz geistlich ist; ich aber bin fleischlich, unter die Sünde verkauft. Denn ich weiß nicht, was ich tue. Denn ich tue nicht, was ich will; sondern was ich hasse, das tue ich. Wenn ich aber das tue, was ich nicht will, so gebe ich zu, daß das Gesetz gut ist. So tue nun nicht ich es, sondern die Sünde, die in mir wohnt. Denn ich weiß, daß in mir, das heißt in meinem Fleisch*, nichts Gutes wohnt. Wollen habe ich wohl, aber das Gute vollbringen kann ich nicht. Denn das Gute, das ich will, das tue ich nicht; sondern das Böse, das ich nicht will, das tue ich. Wenn ich aber tue, was ich nicht will, so tue nicht ich es, sondern die Sünde, die in mir wohnt.

If, as I believe, the world is essentially corrupted by evil (and the world is all that is the case, Die Welt ist alles was der Fall ist) then this is true not merely for oddball Quiggs such as myself, but for Steve and Dave, Rich, Eric, and Todd, all the normies. They are merely unaware, because their nature is more aligned to the world’s. They strive to remain in ignorance, to believe the world and the powers that be are right & good, in spite of considerably evidence; they devote themselves to the illusion of comfort. Eppur si muove. 

In American politics, the essential conflict & evil is being raised to the surface of even normie consciousness. Q has worked for the last 2.5 years to create awareness of the secret war, against not merely Democrat corruption but literal Satanists

and paedophiles. This is one inadvertent use of evil: to awaken the non-evil. As Q posted, after these pictures:

These people need to ALL be ELIMINATED.

Those who know cannot sleep.

Q

Perhaps, in such a light, the grim look on Trump’s face makes more sense here:

knowing what he knows, having seen what he has seen, to be questioned by sneering left-wing propagandists, who would titter at a raped child and then go for a frappuccino, must be galling.

Meanwhile major US cities are ablaze, with hordes of Antifa and assorted criminals burning, looting, and murdering while the police stand back with folded arms. It seems to me that everyone is being brought to an awareness that the world is not, in fact, a jolly pleasant place where good chaps get ahead, but rather a warzone of insane violence & evil.

The Leftists will presumably blame Orange Man Bad for everything, including left-wing terrorists burning down their neighbourhoods while left-wing politicians instruct the police to stand down. For Johnny Prog, the evil in the world is due to white racism and can only be remedied by subjugating and/or exterminating the white race and certain of its productions (chiefly Christianity). That many of these progs are themselves white, of pure Germanic/Scandinavian stock, makes no difference at all.

For the rest, the sense of evil is more complex: contra the tediously fixated anti-semites, our ills cannot be traced to one race or ideology (even if one particular race is vastly over-represented). In a sense, the Q project is Pizzagate writ large – to awaken people to the widespread evil of our elites; and to direct that awareness.

My guess is that the 2020 American election will be a battle of competing blaming: between the progs who know Orange Man Bad is responsible for everything bad that ever happened; and those who (however faintly) discern the corruption of not merely politics but of the world itself, and who see the financial & cultural & political elites lining up to attack Orange Man Bad, and think, “well if the world has long been full of evil and spiritual wickedness in high places, if the elite is full of paedophiles and Satanists, and now CNN and the New York Times and George W Bush and Obama are attacking Orange Man Bad, then maybe Orange Man Bad is actually Orange Man Good.”

If the full details on Anthony Weiner’s laptop are released before November, it could set the progressives to make a hard choice – between recognising the evil of paedophilia, and the wholly invented evil of Orange Man Bad; I am frankly baffled that anyone could see Trump as evil – an obnoxious, abrasive asshole, yes, but evil…?

One way or another the American people will have to face evil, the flaw in the world.

For this reason, I think there will also be a religious revival, most likely Christianity since it is familiar, and it addresses evil, indeed places evil at the centre of its theology.

not even the Matrix

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I used to excuse the many morons of my acquaintance by thinking of the Red Dress scene in The Matrix:

Morpheus: The Matrix is a system, Neo. That system is our enemy. But when you’re inside, you look around. What do you see? Business people, teachers, lawyers, carpenters. The very minds of the people we are trying to save. But until we do, these people are still a part of that system, and that makes them our enemy. You have to understand, most of these people are not ready to be unplugged. And many of them are so inured, so hopelessly dependent on the system that they will fight to protect it.

After all, if all you consume is mainstream media saying Orange Man Bad, what other conclusions are you likely to arrive at? I once said, yes but shouldn’t the NPCs nonetheless notice the internal contradictions of the narrative?

Of course they don’t.

I was recently talking to a retired Italian journalist. She agreed with me that mass immigration doesn’t work, that war is generally bad, that the neo-con bomb bomb bomb agenda is wicked, that Obama & Clinton destroyed Libya under false pretenses, Bush likewise with Iraq, that the world is probably a better place for Trump not having launched a war on Syria, that manual work and industry of the kind Trump is bringing back to America is essential;

– and then 10 minutes later she said the most important thing for world peace is to get rid of Donald Trump.

At this point I realised another feature of the NPC: their inability to follow logic to a conclusion. That is, they can operate units of logic in a rudimentary fashion, but if the mainstream media tells them “Orange Man Bad” they will add 2 and 2 and get 5.

It’s not a question of intellectual capacity, but of intellectual courage. In the Matrix, the slaves lack information; in reality, they could discern the bars of their prison just from mainstream media – the contradictions should suffice; but they will not.

“we are in the Matrix”

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1. A curious story:

Erin Valenti, 33, was discovered in the back seat of her rental car on a residential street in San Jose’s quiet Almaden neighborhood on Saturday, five days after she was first reported missing.

Valenti, the chief executive of Salt Lake City-based app developer Tinker Ventures was last heard from on October 7, when she missed her flight from San Jose back home to Utah.

Nothing seemed out of the ordinary until 3:30pm on Monday after she met with a former colleague on Sand Hill Road, before calling her parents to say she couldn’t find her rental car.

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Once she located the grey Nissan Murano, she stayed on the phone with her mother and father where Valenti’s conversation began veering from the strange to the down-right bizarre.

Her father, Joseph Valenti, says his daughter was talking ‘a mile a minute’ and wasn’t making any sense.

Though the bereaved father insists his daughter has no history of mental illness, Joseph says he wasn’t the only member of the family to receive a ‘confusing and disjointed’ call in the hours leading up to her disappearance.

Valenti also called her mother on and off for several hours across Monday afternoon and through the evening.

‘Her thoughts were disconnected…. She’d say I’m coming home for Thanksgiving, then in the next she was saying she’s in the Matrix,’ Whitey Valenti told Mercury News.

Valenti is said to have told her mother, ‘It’s all a game, it’s a thought experiment: we’re in the Matrix.’

All a bit strange. Even for a start-up, she seems – at 33 – to have been a very young CEO; and her available online photos suggest an at most midwit young woman raised on Sex & the City.

Her recorded history is simultaneously blandly mediocre and Cabal.

Mediocre: her Linkedin reads:

a successful track record of 10 years of cross-functional leadership experience building and investing in disruptive technology companies. I’m passionate about helping startups with product development, fundraising and scaling. I’m always looking for the next great idea to work on or invest in. Reach out anytime to chat.

It’s almost computer-generated corporate-ese. A young woman whose online photos are typical brainless narcissistic selfies, but who enjoyed an effortless corporate career. It’s typical “rise of the mediocre”.

As for Cabal: she attended Georgetown, studied Chinese, managed staff in Pakistan, was an enthusiastic Clintonista, and was married to an almost invisible (in online terms) psychologist. She was involved in anti-human-trafficking, which could mean she was genuinely opposed to the powers behind her favourite politicians; but, as we have seen, Cabal totally subvert organisations like the Red Cross and Amnesty and Oxfam, and so Valenti could well have been involved in, well, dubious affairs.

Judging from her online photos, the most banal explanation is she took various drugs (her hobbies included “climbing rocks” and “chasing powder”) and had a breakdown and died.

Another explanation: she was a mere figurehead, a midwit (IQ 100-110) chosen to represent a company deeply involved in Cabal projects, and one way or another she learnt about a project to manipulate consciousness and perhaps even reality. Being a midwit, it was all a bit too much and she went nuts, and ended up being “removed”.

2. I was watching a good video by Apollonian Germ, and thought of all this. I shan’t embed it, since his channel will probably be deleted at some point, but it’s worth a listen. Germ’s point is that, to put it in Andrew Breitbart terms, politics is downstream of culture; and culture is downstream of religion/spirituality; that is, consciousness determines physical reality.

3. Another thought-point: Anonymous Conservative’s gangstalking theme. AC acknowledges there is something inexplicable, impractical, unaccountable about gangstalking. It simply makes no sense, in terms of manpower/manhours, and result. However, when I began reading AC, I was walking home in my little suburb outside Munich, and started to notice odd patterns, e.g. a car pulled out, drove past me, and then about 50 meters on stopped and idled, and meanwhile someone rounded the corner and stood there indecisively for a while. Such things happened three days in a row on this quiet street, as if someone was tracking me in person. I was at first a little alarmed, but then shrugged and dismissed it, and it never happened again.

When I was 19/20, I read William Burroughs. One of his essays, in The Adding Machine, related to synchronicity. He taught creative writing and instructed his students to walk around for an hour and notice things. They returned, astonished, gasping even, that they had seen seven red cars in a row drive by, and just as they were thinking “what are the chances?” a woman in a red jumper walked by, and then someone said “and it was so RED!!!”. After reading this, I started to experience uncanny coincidences of this nature. I wondered if I was reading too much into it, if life had always been so; but the coincidences were so extreme that I would have noticed them before – e.g. I was watching Don Juan deMarco, and reading Sylvia Plath at the same time; the latter had a line about standing on the windowledge, and in just that moment, the film cut to a scene with Johnny Depp’s character standing on a windowledge. For a few months, I experienced two or three such coincidences a day.

My friend at the time, a now mentally & physically crippled degenerate imbecile, also underwent the same phenomena after reading Burroughs’ essay.

For both of us, the coincidences peaked for a couple of months, and then subsided when we began to take them for granted. I concluded that our very consciousness was moulding physical reality, and that when we were no longer interested, the pattern dissolved.

I wonder if gangstalking is a similar phenomenon: that is, the subject creates it himself; but that AC indicates external, objective awareness of his surveillance. However, the sheer resources required continued to puzzle me: in The Spy Who Came in from the Cold, a character in (I think) Prague is subject to total surveillance, 1970s-style, and labels it “a grandslam operation” because it requires so many trained professionals, and is thus accordingly expensive. Why not simply kill AC, or drug him to insanity? Why waste dozens of operatives on the task of making him feel that he is observed at all times? Wouldn’t the risk be lower, if he were simply poisoned, than to have dozens of operatives following him about at all times?

When I consider my experience on the quiet street, where for three days in a row a car pulled out and then stopped, or people suddenly appeared and just stood there, I wondered if the Cabal have experimented & come to understand something of our metaphysical reality.

What if our consciousness does indeed deform and form physical reality, so if you start to expect surveillance, you will attract people who seem to be observing you? What if, your mere awareness is enough to draw e.g. a housewife to this shop, and she will be drawn to follow your route, with her phone in her hand, looking in your direction?

If so, perhaps the Cabal came to understand certain triggers in the subject’s consciousness, most likely highly individual & specifc. It could be, that the surveillance on AC is significantly lighter than one might suppose – it might be enough to trigger his awareness, and then his awareness will draw in random people, who will e.g. take a diversion and then decide to go shopping at his shop, or drive past his house and then they decide to stop outside his drive and call their friends, as he peers out with an AK47, Malcolm X-style. And if he confronted these people, they would be genuinely baffled and bewildered, for they just happened to be passing – or at least, most of them would.

4. As an occasional occultist, I have learnt that certain forms mould & determine reality. For example, I study a specific rune and then encounter correlant realities. I think our consciousness determines our physical experience in ways we mostly do not understand. If I began this journey aged 19/20 through Burroughs, it seems plausible that Cabal began a few decades earlier, at least. They perhaps learnt that certain symbols, thoughts, images, cause people to unconsciously attract & form objective physical realities.

It would explain something at which I have long wondered: why Cabal worked so hard to destroy the Latin Mass of the Roman Catholic Church. I know modern “Catholics” who scoff at the Latin Mass, but when I – as a non-Christian occultist – attended a SSPX Mass it was dauntingly, strikingly powerful. Vatican 2 could be a part of the systematic destruction of Western thought, such as hit the universities a generation later – the suppression of all that was good in the West.

5. Judging from Erin Valenti’s online photographs, she does not seem very intelligent, and certainly not wise. Perhaps she discovered some program to manipulate reality itself, within human consciousness; and perhaps she realised how easy it is, once you abandon all sense of the gods, of tradition and virtue; and it was too much for her. She strikes me – from her CV and photos – as a classic NPC; perhaps, very briefly, she came a Player-Character.

Red Pill Chronicles

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I think I first heard of “the Red Pill” and “being Red-Pilled” about 2012 or later; though I knew it from The Matrix, a film I saw and vaguely liked back in 2001 or so.

The film dates to 1999 but Red Pill took a while to be absorbed by our societal gut:

Late 2012/early 2013 seems to have been a transitional time in the West.

As I have encountered it, Red Pill is used to indicate an unauthorized right-wing realisation, for example that genetics determine IQ or that women don’t think like men. Despite The Matrix being a popular film directed by a pair of trannies, full of anarchist and anti-authoritarian themes, I’ve never come across the term outside of dissident Right circles.

For me, the Red Pill is the removal of one layer of the grand onion. As in the film, you open your eyes and see everything in a different light.

It is not specific to ideology – it is merely the act of realising the truth, in contrast to a consensual illusion.

That perhaps explains why Red Pill is not a Leftie term – the consensus is Left-wing; just as almost all calls for censorship come from the Left, so they find no use for the concept of the Red Pill: for them, the illusion is reality. To challenge the prevailing account is to challenge the Left, because they are the convenient servants of the System.

Even in my early 20s I was essentially a man of the Right, for I preferred Beethoven to Oasis, Oxford to Bradford, Titian to Damien Hirst, as I think do many on the Left – the difference between us, that I followed my aesthetic preferences to their logical conclusion, and the champagne socialists I know advocate for mass immigration, socialist levelling, but choose to live in all-white suburbs and would prefer Rembrandt to a Tracey Emin.

My Red Pill odyssey began later.

With each shedding of the onion skin, I became estranged from my younger self and from those still plugged into the Matrix.

As Morpheus tells Neo:

The Matrix is a system, Neo. That system is our enemy. But when you’re inside, what do you see? Businessmen, teachers, lawyers, carpenters. The very minds of the people we are trying to save. But until we do, these people are a part of that system…and that makes them our enemy. You have to understand, most of these people are not ready to be unplugged. And many of them are so inert, so hopelessly dependent on the system that they will fight to protect it.

The Red Pill severs you from the NPCs. You may as well be the only player-character, everyone you once called a friend now revealed as a computer-controlled figure.

Earlier this week I was talking to a group of German women, mostly late 50s to 70s. They said that women are discriminated against everywhere, then blithely added that most schoolteachers are women. I suggested that women tend to be more interested in people than things; men, vice versa. One of these women, who earns about ten times what I’ve ever made, and is probably more intelligent than me, smirked and shook her head and said that it’s impossible to generalise because there are women who are engineers. I said, patiently, “yes, that’s what I mean, there are individuals but in general -” and she just kept smirking and shaking her head, and then adduced as incontrovertible evidence of her views, that she preferred playing with cars to dolls when she was young.

At this point I gave up and just assumed a polite facial expression.

Another of these smug women said that men are becoming like women now, and that is obviously good.

Almost all the women nodded enthusiastically.

Group X says the world would be better if everyone was identical to Group X, and then they sit there smiling at their own profound insight. And it doesn’t occur to them that they may simply be narcissistic and deluded. In a sense, it is supremely German – for all their cultural suicidal impulse, Germans assume everyone should be like them, and be made so by force if need be. The self-righteousness of German women, their finger-wagging assurance and revolting smugness and idiocy, can be hard to stomach. Arrogance attended by its constant handmaid – ignorance.

I wondered, later, if it would have been possible to offer a counter-argument. Unlikely, since I would have needed to talk without interruptions for about 2 minutes. The error in their reasoning, the inability to understand the difference between the individual and the general, was so great I felt I was dealing with NPCs running on a limited script. If someone with a good university degree, from the pre-degree-inflation years, making a good salary, cannot understand the meaning of “to generalise” (generalisieren in German), what communication is possible? Imagine saying “Spain is hotter than Finland” and a smug German woman shakes her head and then sneers: “No no no. I can tell you, I have been on holiday in Finnland in 2002 and it was 28 grad, and in Spanien at that moment only 26 grad, so you are wrong.”

So you say, “yes, but in general -”

And she says, “it is not possible to generalise. Global warming makes Finnland hot because of Donald Trump.”

So you say, “yes, but the average -”

And she says, “no no no, you cannot generalise. One winter it has been for one day 4 grad in Spanien and 5 grad in Finnland. It stands in Der Spiegel so.”

You are separated from the Blue Pilled NPCs by an insuperable, existential barrier. They may be more intelligent and make more money, be vastly more successful than you, but they cannot understand the difference between the individual and the group, cannot understand the concept of “to generalise” or “on average”. You experience intellectual isolation as the words you were taught to use to communicate fail to penetrate the arrogant ignorance of the terminally Blue Pilled. It is not a question of intelligence here, since two of the other, less intellectual women were on my side in this, and I am myself unintelligent and unsuccessful. It is a question of the Red Pill, of having begun the journey to reality.

In accepting reality, you isolated yourself from the majority of the human race. In a sense, you inhabit a different reality, by your perception. The words no longer mean anything, so “to generalise” for you means “to draw general conclusions from large data sets, regardless of individual difference” and to the Blue Pilled the very same verb means “to say that every single individual conforms to a certain description.”

Black is white and white is black. What can you do except smile politely and pretend to agree?